sprängvärk, feber, kellogs, dutch mill, vätskebrist, skit, skadade undertows?, arctic monkeys, sepebroder, barnaskrik, blåbärspannkakor, grodor, darkness, oidentifierade ljud, syrsor, kryp, paranoia, oishi, riots on the radio, dust, watching the noise, trying to capture, if only emotions could type.

will the elephants survive? will the goddamn fixation die?
what the fucking fuck are we doing to this world?
what the fuck are we getting out from it? everything about this increasing destruction, everyday, makes me hate the fact that we're not doing anything about ANYTHING, when we know we're able to. we're sitting in our comfortable couches watching it fuck itself up. like watching an addict fade away. watching, while everything loses it's purpose. WATCHING. maybe this is what is bothering me, maybe this is the lump?
the feeling of helplessness. time is running out. this is your life and it's ending one minute at a time. crisis. see the world. statements. promises. do something. WHY WON'T THEY DO SOMETHING?

it's eating itself up. tearing itself down. we are the world aren't we?
i wish i could tell it that 'we're all ok' without lying.
i wish i could live without feeling like this.
i wish i could have just one fucking wish.
i wish you'd see something.
i wish i could shut myself up.
bleh.